Nurse Kelly's Night Out

Knowing that another girl of the Manor had been set the challenge of going to bar and getting herself laid, I wanted to do the same thing.

So, I went to stay with a friend, some hours from home, and we went out to a bar, together.

I started flirting...

Initially there was an older guy that seemed pretty infatuated with me and I was playful and flirtatious with, grateful for his attention. This was about half way through the night in the line up for the ladies room but I really wasn't that interested. The he kissed me. I didn't say no but got away to the bathroom and then tried to avoid him, instead of shutting him down.

This was perhaps my mistake.

Then I met a cute guy about my age and we made out on the dance floor and all over the place really. The older guy was walking around pissed off and every chance I was alone he kept approaching me but I said I was sorry and that I'd found someone else.

Then my friend left.

Me and the younger guy went outside. Behind the bar was an area where set up a patio in the summer, and there we got frisky. He pushed me up to the brick wall and lifted my dress and pulled my panties down. He started to tremble, he was so horny but then he couldn't stay hard; so he ate me from behind which felt nice. But, he just couldn't get hard. I came and then he kissed me and left.

I went to coat check and got my coat. When I got outside, I had to walk down the same back side of the bar. The older guy was there! He confronted me and pushed me up to the wall and told me how beautiful I was and how horny I made him, especially when he had watch me give myself to the other guy. Then he spun me against the wall, pulled up my dress, pulled my panties to the side and had aggressive sex with me! Then he thanked me and told me not to be so difficult next time.

I've had very conflicting thoughts about the whole experience. I felt violated and used and certainly never want to see the older guy again but I did lead him on to begin with and I did literally just finish offering myself to another guy soooo I'm not really innocent in the whole thing. In the end I have to reason that that was exactly what I'd gone there looking for, even if not from that particular guy. Perhaps it is the consequences of slutting. If I'm to truly consider myself a hole for use, that needs to include being used by people I'm not attracted to doesn't it?